Saturday, December 31, 2011

The end of 2011

2011, for me, was a veryyyyy crummy/exciting year. Mostly crummy, but I wont go into that.
There were lots of good things, but there were lotsa bad things too.

- Went through my first break-up
- Went through depression multiple times
- slacked in school
- got a reaaallllly bad haircut in September-October...
- a lottt of crap I don't want to talk about...


Good things!
- went to a public school for the first time in my life :)
- had a wonderful Christmas, possibly the best yet :)
- Finally found more than one anime series to watch, and more manga to read
- Got to help out with a camp this summer
- did lights for a play by myself :)
- started this blog! DER! xD



These are things I wanna do in 2012:
- get a Nikon D5100
- take drivers ed
- dye my hair
- get a Facebook
- start doing another sport
- start a manga series
- start a band
- join an orchestra
- be in a musical
- get a job
- become a student director



Well, here's to 2011! It had it's ups and downs.

Welcome 2012 :) please don't end the world yet ;D

Happy New Year everyone!


-Monica <333

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Christmas time is here...

...except there's still no snow! O.o

I'm super excited for Christmas! We're going to my Gramma's house :)

What's everyone doing? ;D
~Monica <3

Friday, December 9, 2011

So, um...

...I haven't blogged in a while...bleh...sorry...:(

...and today...
I took a science test and got a failing grade.

Nearly had a heart attack.

My mom almost did too.

Dad got really pissed.

And all this time I really thought I didn't care about my grades.
guess I do...

My dad actually threatened to pull me outta theater and art at school.

holy crap

I almost died. again.

So now I'm here, typing this up, with headphones in my ears, music blaring.

I'm soooo seriously depressed.

as if it couldn't get any worse

And now I'm acting pathetic.

Quite honestly, this sucks.

so now, im actually finishing up this post.

grabbing a snack.
and doing my work.
O_O shocking



its like things were just starting to get better, and then my life is like: uh oh, its getting better for her. lets throw something in there to make her even more miserable.

:( </3

Friday, December 2, 2011

Apple iPad 2 giveaway!

Click the link to enter!!


http://honeybeeinthecity.blogspot.com/2011/12/december-giveaway-apple-ipad-2-16gb.html

Thursday, December 1, 2011

It&apos;s December!

I can't believe it! November went by fast...o.O

December means snow.
December means hot chocolate.
December means fuzzy sweaters.
December means being wrapped up in a blanket next to a toasty fire.
December means Christmas.
December means my sisters birthday (it's on the 3rd) :)

~Monica <333



Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Some awesomeness, and some "not so awesomeness"

The "not so awesome part"
So this morning I set my alarm for 7:00.
I wake up at 7:45
I fall back asleep
wake up at 8:00
and then start getting ready for piano lessons at 9
tore up my room looking for something to wear
I'm still half asleep
Im grumpy
AND THEN
we get an email saying lessons are cancelled

UGHHHHH I WOKE UP AT 8:00 FOR NOTHING! I COULDA SLEPT IN UGH UGH UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*calms self*


The awesomeness...
Anyway, THANKSGIVING IS TOMORROW!

AND AND I bet you didnt know that... ;P jk lol

I'm going to my aunts house, out of state. :)



:P


OK I have become SO overly obsessed with reading manga lately, I'm such a nerdddd xD

I found some new ones I like.

First I found this AWESOME Manga called Beast Master. Well actually, a friend told me about it, but I never actually could find a place to read it. I installed an app on my iPod touch, called Manga Reader.
It's totally AMAZINGG!!!! It has so much manga, its not even funny!
The best part is, THEY HAVE ONE PIECE! (did I mention how obsessed I am with One Piece? xD)
AND AND I'm almost up to speed reading it :) I'm somewhere in chapter 500-something. :P

So now this is my list of favorites:

Manga: One Piece, Fruits Basket, Beast Master, and a few others...
Anime: Fruits Basket, Reborn!, SGT Frog, and Lucky Star



:)))))))

Thats all for now, Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!!!!!!!! :)
~Monica <333

Friday, November 18, 2011

HUGE Christmas giveaway at Adorkable!

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(LOVE the button :P)


Join the fun! There are over 20 different prizes!!!!



~Monica <333

P.S. I'm SO sorry I haven't posted in SO long...I feel like a bad blogger :/
BUT I will hopefully post more soon. I know, I keep saying that... I'm gonna try though, really! :)

Friday, November 11, 2011

11-11-11

A day to remember :)
I went to see Little shop of Horrors at the theater today :) it was spectacular! And I got to see all my friends :) I've never been happier :)

I made an 11-11-11 11:11 wish :) I actually made two :)

:):):):) so many smilies cause that's how I feel :):):)


Here's to family and friends :) I love y'all so much :)


~Monica <3<3

Monday, November 7, 2011

Guess who's back!

NOT ME

jk jk I AM BACK

and
I
HAD
A
BLAST!


Well at first I was shy..(of course...) and wasnt really into it...

BUT I had more fun as a warmed up to it :)
We had talks, adoration, and mass everyday! It was pretty cool!


Well, I have to get going,

~Monica <333

Friday, November 4, 2011

Going on retreat

I'm going to the Journey retreat this weekend ^_^ Actually, thats today O_O
I'll be gone till Sunday! O_O_O_O_O_O_O AND I'll be without internet... x_x

And guess what else...
We have exams today O_O
We have to write 10 ESSAYS in Theology... alsjdlaskihlaihwlrhjlakjlkdjflksdjflkjsd!!!!!!! !!!!!! !!!!!!! O_O_O_O >_<

AND
I'll try to get Halloween pics up soon :)

Sorry this post is so short and boring...:/

Until next time,
~Monica <3<3 ^_^

Sunday, October 30, 2011

The first snow of the season...

I looked outside this morning and I saw something that made my eyes bleed.

Snow.

In October.

Now, I love snow, but this is the wrong month...

I thought "oh its not that bad I guess" but it is that bad. It's like, 3 inches! O.O How insane is that?!?!?!

The leaves are still on the trees! It's NOT SUPPOSED TO SNOW IN OCTOBER!!!! >:(
Halloween hasn't even passed yet...(ok, its tomorrow...yea...)

I may have to alter my costume O_O shucks.

Madeline ditched our idea of Alice in Wonderland characters, and I think she's going to be an eskimo. Well, that works...I guess...





~Monica <333

Monday, October 24, 2011

I don't know where I've been...

...just school!
I've been taking two classes at the local high school, and the rest at home, but other than that...I don't know what I've really been doing :O

I keep putting this off. Sorry guys :( I just keep putting off blogging...:/

I have to apologize if my posts have been a little dark or depressing lately... :/ I've been moody I guess... xD


Well, I will try and have a better post next time,
Until then
~Monica <3<3

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Restrictions...

...such a TERRIBLE word!
WELL I'm about to tell you,
I have restrictions on my internet. Like I can only go on a certain time of day now.

Can you say "unfair"? :(

This sucks...:/

Sorry, just needed to vent...well sorta...

~Monica <3<3

Friday, October 14, 2011

4 days...

...since I last posted.

O_O

I must confess, I forgot about blogging for 4 days. O_O
How sad is that?


ANYWAY

This weekend, my grandparents are coming to visit, AND I'm playing in a recital! YEEHAW!(huh?)

I'll try to get a video, I need to listen to myself play anyway...

SO
until next time,

Monica <3<3

Monday, October 10, 2011

A BIG thank you...

...to all of my followers, and those who have left such nice comments :)
You're all so sweet, those comments make my day :) Thanks so much!
I LOVE YOU! <3<3<3 :')

:)))))

~Monica <3<3

Saturday, October 8, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 30: A bucket list

Day 30: A bucket list

this one's gonna be short, I need a lot of time to think about these things xD


- Eventually learn how to play the Hungarian Rhapsody on the piano O_O :D
- Get kissed in the rain (???not sure if that would count xD)
- I hope to get married...(derrrrr xD)...to an amazing guy:)
- Get my license
- Get a facebook. wait NO. EARN a facebook, cause thats just what I need to do. O_O
- Buy a super huge house :)
- Get a laptop
- Get an electric guitar, and a drum set
- write a book
- learn how to draw manga much better
- go to Italy
- go to Hawaii
- go to Scotland
- go to Japan
- write songs that actually sound good and make sense
- learn how to play the cello or violin

I know I probably have a lotttt more to put in, but thats all I can think of right now...

This ends my 30 day challenge! I can't believe I actually managed to post everyday xD

~Monica <3<3<3

Friday, October 7, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 29: College I want to attend

Day 29: College I want to attend

I'm not really sure right now, but I'm definetely going to a school for the arts and such.
Music, theater and art are my thing :)

~Monica <3<3

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 27: Something I regret doing

Day 27:
Something I regret doing


Well...a lot of things.
But this one will be:
Buying things for my iPod. Music, games, all of it.
I keep getting the thing taken away so I really cant do anything with it...


~Monica <3<3




P.S. 100th post! woot!

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 26: Something I'm saving money for

Day 26: Something I'm saving money for
A lot of things...
A Nikon D5100 (I changed it from the D3100 :)
A car xD
An electric guitar
A laptop
A drum set
A phone (iPhone)
College xD

:))))

~Monica <3<3

Monday, October 3, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 25: Something I'm not very good at

Day 25: Something I'm not very good at

Well, this list could go on forever...BUT ill stick with one thing:
Writing
It's just not something I can do very easily. I'm not a writer...

~Monica <3<3

Sunday, October 2, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 24: A letter to a deceased family member/friend

Day 24: A letter to a deceased family member/friend:

To my brother Louis,
I wish you were here. I just wish you made it. I wish you were here to tell me things, and help me. I know you're up in heaven watching us, but I wish you were here. :(

</3

~Monica <3<3

Saturday, October 1, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 23: Food and drink I don't like

Day 23: Food and drink I don't like

Food: Corn, cauliflour, white chocolate, and mushrooms.

Drink: Almost all soda. O.O Yep. I only really like root beer and sprite.


~Monica <3<3

Friday, September 30, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 22: Favorite foods and drink

Day 22: Favorite foods and drink


Foods: ANYTHING CHOCOLATE! I'm a chocoholic :)
Pizza, Ice cream, bacon, nachos, cheese, oreos, whoopie pies, cake, blueberry pie...lets just shorten this list to PRETTY MUCH ALL SWEETS! xD


Drinks: Water!!!! xD Orange juice, cranberry juice, apple juice...


:)
~Monica <3<3

Thursday, September 29, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 21: My favorite dessert

Day 21: my favorite dessert:

O.K. this is gonna be a hard one. I dont KNOW!
I love all sweets pretty much, IDKIDKKK

But I especailly like ice cream :D

~Monica <3<3

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 20: Favorite YouTube series/videos

Day 20: Favorite YouTube series/videos

Potter Puppet Pals!
THE funniest thing evah!
I'm not a huge Harry Potter fan, but these videos are HILARIOUS!

~Monica <3<3

Monday, September 26, 2011

30 Day Challenge: Day 18: another confession

Day 18: Another confession

I don't know what I'm going to be when I'm older.
I don't know what to do with talents or anything.
O.o

~Monica <3<3

Sunday, September 25, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 17: Last major injury

Day 17:
Last major injury

I hurt my back at gymnastics O.o
I was doing a back hand spring step-out and my back made some weird snapping sound. o.O
I forget exactly what happened, but I had to go to the chiropractor twice. O.o


~Monica <3<3

Saturday, September 24, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 16: Favorite T.V shows/movies

Day 16: Favorite T.V. shows:

O.K. So I don't watch much T.V, but when I do, this is what I like to watch :)
America's Got Talent
Cake Boss
Wipeout
Say Yes to the Dress


Favorite movies:
The Incredibles (yep...still obsessing over that movie...xD)
How to Train Your Dragon
Pride and Prejudice
Tangled



Favorite Anime:
Fruits Basket
Lucky Star

Favorite Manga: (the books)
Fruits Basket
One Piece

Friday, September 23, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 15: Favorite Animals

Day 15: Favorite Animals

Cats! Epspecially kittens :) They're sooooooooo cuteeee!
I love dogs too! PUPPIESSSSSS

And of course, dinosaurs :) Cute and cuddly cartoons ones are the ones I like :)))))

Thursday, September 22, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 14: Another confession

Day 14: Another confession

I'm so moody.
Sometimes I feel I need to punch a wall.
I cry a lottttt ://

~Monica <3<3

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 13: Places I want to visit

Day 13: Places I want to visit:

Italy
Scotland
Japan
Ireland
California



~Monica <3<3

P.S. GUESS WHAT SONG I'M LEARNING ON THE PIANO?!?!?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubVVSWHkxs8

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 12: Someone who inspires me

Day 12: Someone who inspires me:

All my buddies at theater and in drama class at school <3
You guys are all amazing :)
see u on Broadway :)

~Monica <3<3

Monday, September 19, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 11: Something I wish I could do over

Day 11: Something I wish I could do over

~My "speech" at the ADAME awards~
So, back in April, there was an awards ceremony held for our theater group.
I got an award called the Grand Stride award, and I had to make a "speech". Well, it was kinda a speech, we just had to say a little something I guess...
But anyway...
I really messed it up. :/ I started out fine, but then I started to get emotional because I was trying to get the right words out, and it wasn't happening... :( I ended up just saying how much it meant to me to be there, and that I love all my friends there :) The ending wasn't as bad I suppose, but there was a lot more I felt I should have said. :/ 'twas embarrassing [O.O]


~Monica <3<3<3

Sunday, September 18, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 10: Something I miss doing

Day 10: Something I miss doing

Theater at the Academy:
It's something I'm afraid I might not be able to do ever again.
I miss everything about it SOOO much!
It literally changed my life. If I hadn't started going there, I wouldn't be the theater nerd I am now. I used to hate acting and singing. Now I'm pretty much "out of my shell", and I love singing!
I want to go back T_T


~Monica <3<3

Saturday, September 17, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 9: Last time I cried

Day 9:
The last time I cried

I think it was Thursday O.O
I don't really remember why I was crying...
Oh well xD


-Monica <3 :3

P.S. I caught a cold O.O (blah I hate being sick...)

Friday, September 16, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 8: A secret

Day 8: A secret (which obviously won't be a secret anymore..:P)

Secret: I'm tired of being a difficult person.
But I don't know how to change that...:/

~Monica <3

Thursday, September 15, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 7: People I miss

Day 7:
People I miss

~My best friend~
Going to her house was SO incredibly fun this year, but I miss everyone already :(
Hope she's out there reading this, I miss you guys! <3<3

~My friends at theater~
I miss you all so much, words can't even begin to explain it...<3<3<3

Love, Monica <3
P.S. Who likes the new blog design? I know I do! Special thanks to Qui at Etc. :P

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 6: Favorite music

Day 6: Favorite music

Singers/bands: Evanescene, Owl City, Taylor Swift, Justin Bieber, The Jonas Brothers, OneRepublic, The Fray, P!nk, Bruno Mars

Genre: Rock, Rap, Hip-hop, Pop, Classical, Electronic,

Songs: Vanilla Twilight (Owl City). Lighters (Bad meets Evil). Bring me to life (Evanescence). My Immortal (Evanescene). Good Life (OneRepublic). How to save a life (The Fray). Jar of hearts (Christina Perri). If I die young (The band Perry) Tonight Tonight (Hot Chelle Rae). Fireflies (Owl City). Back to December (Taylor Swift). Behind these hazel eyes (Kelly Clarkson)

P.S. I might take a break from blogging for a while, school is getting hectic and what not...
-.-


~Monica <3

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

30 Day challenge: Day 5: Things I'm afraid of

Day 5: Things I'm afraid of
Heights
Deep water
Drains
Shower heads
Spiders
Snakes

I am weird xD

~Monica <3

Monday, September 12, 2011

Giveaway at A ray of Sunshine

http://theflipflopfarmgirl.blogspot.com/2011/09/big-pink-birthday-giveaway.html


The prizes are bee-oo-tee-ful !!!!


~Monica <3<3

30 Day challenge: Day 4: A bunch of random words

Day 4: A bunch of random words that have to do with you :) (in no particular order)


Love, Skate, Volleyball, jeans, shopping, purses, shoes, converse, skinny jeans, wedges, Hello Kitty, Anime, Bacon, Nachos, banana, cereal, juice, Art, sing, theater, dance, piano, music, headphones, iPod, blueberry pie, cake, frosting, chocolate, randomness, water, Happy, smiley, blush, makeup, heart, necklace, electric guitar, drums, loud music, friendship, texting, blogging, drawing, photography, baking, dessert, reading, the library, cartoons, Manga, camera, books, alone-time, sleeping, screaming, crying, silence, swimming, studs, chains, school, drama, paint, sketch, black, pink, green, halloween, blue, purple, orange, lace, geek, computer...

~Monica<3

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Thinking of a new design...

...for my blog!
Anyone have any suggestions? Maybe suggestions on a place I could get a free design?
Thanks!

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Friday, August 26, 2011

Gunna be gone for a few days

Title says it all
I'm going to my aunts house!
I wont be back till Sunday or Monday...
So until next time!
~Monica

Oh yes...I gave up on the letters post...sorry...

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Lazyyyyyy me

For the past couple days I've been feeling lazy O.O
Seriously. I've just been moping around my house, occasionally picking up some english and math, and sleeping!
Ever since Sunday, I've been going to bed at 9:30-10:00, getting up at 9:00 in the morning, and not starting school until 1:00 xD
This is so weird for me, I feel like I should be doing stuff, (like finishing cleaning my room...) but for some reason, I just want to sleep.
The weirdest part is: my parents aren't actually yelling at me! Usually they're telling me to wake up early, and get my schoolwork done...
Sooooo weirddddd
I guess I should go do some english now...ughhh...lazy....mehhhh...tired...hungry...bored...napalalaphiishakjshkdjhkjshkdjh


Friday, August 19, 2011

My 60th post!

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
well um, right now it's like 9:30PM and I have NO idea what to post about...
So, um... hehe yaaaaa...


Well for now I'm gonna say that hopefully my next post will be something exciting...
I'd been thinking about doing a post called "Letters" for a while...
Basically, I'm going to write up (or type up ;D) a bunch of letters to people :D
So yeah, I know you all might not really know what I'm even talking about...
...or if I'm even making any sense....
But yea, so I don't screw up this post anymore, I'm gonna wrap it up...
Hope you all are having a wonderful weekend!

Until next time!
<3Monica<3

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Check out this blog:

Ok guess what!
One of my best friends just made her first blog!
So please check it out, follow, comment, that'd be awesome!

The Mysterious "D"
http://themysteriousd.blogspot.com/

Thanks! :):):)

Thursday, August 11, 2011

If I never post again...

I'm just going to say this now just in case.
If I never post again it means I got banned or something...
Yea, things have been tough...
But I just thought I'd let you all know just in case I hadn't posted in a while, and you were like: where the heck is she?!
Ya, soooooo just in case :)
I'll post if I'm going on vacation or something though. ;)


oh ya, and I'm not doing prep op at gym.
I decided.
I don't think it's really something I wanna do anymore ://

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

...ok...so I just tried it...

...The prep op team at gymnastics...
I just tried it ;P
It wasn't as bad as I thought is was going to be...
I mean, it wasn't great, but it wasn't terrible either.
I'm going to go back on Thursday though.
But I think after that I'm not gonna do it :/

Of course, it's been at least 4 months since I've done any gymnastics. I'm realllyyyy sore ://

Yea, but I don't think I'm going to do it...it's just not my thing anymore :/

Monday, August 8, 2011

Answer to my 2nd question:

When did you first become inspired to begin drawing and why?

Well when I was around 9, I fell in love with some girly cartoon, and I wanted to learn how to draw the characters.
So my BFF and I started learning how to draw them :D
Of course, at first I wasn't very good O.O My best friend was much better than me. She inspired me to practice more.
Eventually, I got pretty good at drawing the characters (they were fairies).
But I outgrew the cartoon when I was about 11 years old.
So when I was 12, I didn't draw much. I just drew random people.(they were all facing the same direction! I couldn't draw different angles)
But ever since I found out about Fruits Basket, I've wanted to draw Anime.
I started drawing Chibi's (miniature anime characters) and fantasy characters.
Now I draw a couple different styles of Anime. (ill have to post pics)


I also like to sketch nature and whatnot :)



Not enough questions...

Well, I'm not getting enough questions (only 1 so far) so I decided to cancel the questions.
I'll answer the one I got though:
How long have you been drawing?
I've been drawing ever since I was 7. I didn't start drawing anime and manga until last year though :)
I used to draw other cartoons too :)


Well, thats all for today I suppose...

Friday, July 29, 2011

The Reveal

So this post is going to be about...well something I don't normally like to talk about.
Gymnastics.
(warning, I'm gonna complain...)


Back in early April I quit. I was in level 5, training with the level 6 girls for 16 hours a week. O.O
I guess my reasons for quitting weren't good enough for my parents at first, (I'd wanted to quit ever since I started level 4) they finally let me leave though.
So basically, after I quit, I swore I'd never ever go back. I never really missed it (well, there were a few times when I thought: "gosh, I wish I could still do that stuff...I kinda want to go back, but then again, not really")
Sometimes I still think, well if I went back, I could do all those awesome tricks again. But seriously, once I think about it, I'd totally regret going back.

Okay, so now I guess I'm gonna have to tell you why I quit.
The first thing was all the training. 16 hours a week totally killed me. Literally. I mean, after gym, I'd always come home and totally pass out. The only days I got off were Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday. Even on the off days I'd be pooped out. Also, four days a week was, well, taking up a LOT of my time. I couldn't do school easily, and I had just enough time to do stuff at theater.
The next thing was: I have a problem with getting enough water. I used to get really sick and stuff like that. Every practice I'd have to put special vitamin stuff into my water. (it didn't taste that good, but I got used to it) It all started in level 3 when we were training during the summer. We were on Vault. I was waiting my turn and everything right? Well all of a sudden, my vision went blurry. And stupid me, I thought I was going blind, so I completely flipped out. My coach asked me what was wrong, and I told her that I wasn't able to see very well, and I had a headache. So she told me to get water. I did, but I didn't feel much better. So I ended up calling my mom and she had to take me home. All the way home, my mom had me drink water. I just felt worse. Like there was too much liquid or something. I must admit, I thought I was going to die.
Well anyway, as soon as we pulled into the driveway, I...um...well...threw up. That night I learned that I had been dehydrated. The same thing happened the next day at gym. (BLEH!) After that, I never got sick again, well, that is, until level 4 summer training . It happened all over again. (DOUBLE BLEH!) My coach was always checking up on me, always making sure I had gotten enough water. Pretty soon, I had to start putting special mineral powder into my water. Like, every practice. The package said it was lemon lime flavored, but you know how things like that always turn out tasting like metal? Uh-blah! Eventually I got used to it...
So yeah, by the time level 5 rolled around, I was pretty used to getting headaches and whatnot, but still, that doesn't mean I was enjoying it.

Another reason I quit was because of some of the kids there. Well, one or two kids in particular. No I'm not mentioning names, (its the internet, who knows who could find this...)
So there's this one girl, I really can't help it, but I "strongly disliked" her. She was rude, and she always bullied people. She would make fun of the food we brought for snack. (we were health nuts!) It's like: hey um, just cause we don't eat fake cheese or sugary foods(we ate a little, it just wasn't brownies with a ton of M+Ms on it...) it doesn't mean we're weird...
Gosh.

If you've read this far, I love you. Thanks for reading my list of complaints...

Yeah so, basically the purpose of this post was to ask my readers' opinion. Should I go back to gymnastics or not? There is a new Prep-op team starting this fall and it's much easier than what I've been doing. Thing is, I hear "that girl" might do it. I don't want to make my life worse and get bullied again, and I don't want all my time taken up again. This sport isn't really something I want to do, but for some reason, I feel like I should go back. My coaches want me to come back (well that's what my dad said...)  and I would love to have my own routine and get back into flipping... but I don't know. I'm at war with myself!
If I go back, I might not be able to do theater, (there's NO way I'm giving that up) and If I go back, I might not be able to jumble school, practicing piano 2 hours a day, or having any free time.
CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE? AH!

oh, and again, thanks for reading this... I'm such a whiner...ugh

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

I'm entering another giveaway!

Giveaway at: http://www.walkinthytruth.com/2011/07/celebrate-good-times-giveaway.html

1: Do you write?  If so, what sort of things do you write {poetry, short stories, novels, whatever!} I write songs, and right now I'm writing a novel :D:D

2: What are your five favourite movies? Tangled, The Incredibles, How to train your dragon, pride and prejudice, and all the high school musical movies.

3: Five favourite music artists/bands? Taylor Swift, Owl City, Justin Bieber, The Jonas Brothers, and Evanescene

4: is there a song that you could just listen to over and over again without getting tired of it? What is it? I have a couple: Vanilla Twilight by Owl City, fireflies by owl city, blow by Kesha, and puppet by thousand foot krutch

5: If you could meet one blogger {that you haven't already met!} who would it be? I don't know...lol anyone I guess :P

6: Who inspires you? my friends, family, and teachers

7: What are your favourite things about summer? swimming! and wearing cute clothes! Oh and just being able to do NOTHING is awesome haha :D:D

8: What is your favourite season? I like August to October, so around the end of summer to fall

9: If you could chose a different day for your birthday, what would it be? I LOVE my birthday!

10: Your three favourite bloggers? Aw come on! I like all of them!

11: If you could change your name, what would it be? hmmmmm... maybe a really cool name like Rin, Aika, or Konata :P I like my name though :P:P

12: If you could go back and change something about your past, would you? YES! lots of things! (it'd take forEVER to list them all though)

13: Coke or Sprite? EWW soda...(I only like root beer) but if I had to choose one, it'd be Sprite
14: Do you play an instrument?  If so, what?  And if you don't, do you wish you could? Yup! I play the Piano! and I want to play violin, cello, or flute :D

15: Are you a city girl [or guy] or country gal? mehhhh, not country, not city. Right in between :)

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

The lonely won't last forever


Dear you,

If you have ever felt alone, if you have ever wanted to give up, I am writing this for you. I don’t know what compelled me to sit down and begin this message, but I hope whoever it can find something in it.

If you have ever thought of leaving this world, if you’ve ever wanted to take your own life, it’s probably because you think no one cares. Some people don’t understand that loneliness is a temporary things. It may last for weeks, months, even years, but it does go away. You just have to find the right people.

I know that is so much harder than it sounds, believe me. I’m probably not even in the position to be dishing out such advice, but I know for a fact that I have felt lonly before and I know that so many others have felt and do feel much worse and want to end their lives because of it, or maybe you just seek out attention through drugs, or drinking or sex with meaningless people.

You think no one cares. What if I told you that I care? What if I said that I wish I could have met you before this happened, so you wouldn’t have ever had to feel lonely or sad?

If you’re thinking of giving up, don’t. There are people out there who care. Your life matters, and you are worth so much more than any negativity that surrounds you, even if negativity is all you have right now.

Fight to move on. Fight to move forward. Fight for positivity and most of all, fight for the person on the other side of the computer that’s writing this. We will never meet, we will probably never even exchange words in conversation, but I do care and I hope that you can find some happiness in this.

Please reblog if you want to spread the word about people caring. Let this reach more than just my followers. Together we can help the world feel a little less lonely, one blog at a time.

By: J
View her blog here

This is a really strong message that J put out there and I really applaud her for doing that. That's why I reblogged it. Suicide is a terrible thing and it happens everyday, but it shouldn't. Reblog this if you agree with the message above.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Giveaway on Miss ALK's blog!

Hey all! My friend on http://www.confessionsofamaineteenager.blogspot.com/ is having her first ever giveaway! She now has over 30 followers! Check it out! The prizes are sooooooooo pretty :DDD


~Monica

Monday, June 6, 2011

Giveaway on Virtuous Girlhood

giveaway on Virtuousgirlhood.com


My entry:
  1. What are two songs that describe your life right know/you as a person? welllll....lets seeeeeee...idk..maybe puppet by Thousand Foot Krutch (because I am CRAZY!)
  2. Do you like the color pink? Yesssssssssaa! Its one of my favorite colors:)

  1. What is your favorite flower? I like any kind of flower!

  1. How many states have you been to? Hmmmm…Maine(duh haha), New Hampshire, Vermont, Rhode Island, Massachusetts, Connecticut, Florida, and New York

  1. What is your favorite thing about June? Well, the weather is nice, not to hot, not too cold, and also, that’s when lots of flowers are coming up :)

  1. What do you most fear? Spiders, Heights! Drains…and…shower heads…

  1. What color dominates your wardrobe? Black and pink

  1. How do you normally do you hair? I usually throw it up into a messy bun, or ponytail. I wear it down sometimes…


  1. Do you prefer milkshakes or smoothies? Both are AWESOME!

  1. Describe your “dream wedding location” haha idk, I never really thought about that...



And there are some pretty AWESOME prizes, so check it out!

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Giveaway

There is a giveaway on http://www.pastorsgirlsponderings.com/ a blog I follow
She recently got to 1000 followers :) check it out!

Friday, May 20, 2011

:DD

Hey everyone!

OMG! I LOVE THIS NEW BLOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! Haha! Now I can finally get comments and such. :)

Well, I have some exciting news :O
If I didn't already tell you...WE GOT A NEW CAR!
It's a black Honda Accord. (black car=shiny car ^^)
Me happy! ^^


Sadly, there isn't much else to post about. I've been having a rather boring day :/

So if my friends are out there reading this...skype me or call me! I wanna hear from you guys :D

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Well, this is my new blog!

Hey!!
I am so excited about this new blog! It took me some time to get used to the controls, but it was worth it :) I really like how it turned out :DD
Ill be posting again soon...